Sunday, October 16, 2011

It still hurts...

AND IT ALWAYS WILL!

This is what i want to scream at the top of my lungs everyday. People like to say "oh it will be ok." "Everything happens for a reason..." As much as I hear it i still dont believe it.

I have felt empty for over a month now and I cannot wait for that to change. I doubt it will ever change it will just just hurt less.

And i feel like i just wanna ramble on and on and on about whats going on or how i feel but yet i start to and people look at me like i cant listen to this. But the fact is that its healthier for me to talk about than to keep it in. As well as the fact that it happens all the time. and i am not the only one.

THE CORD (Author Unknown)
We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord,
Not seen by the eye.

It’s not like the cord
That connects us ‘til birth
This cord can’t be seen
By any on earth.

This cord does its work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it’s there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord,
It’s hard to describe,
It can’t be destroyed
It can’t be denied.

It’s stronger than any cord
Man could create.
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you’re not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised, I am sore.
But the cord is my lifeline
As never before

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A Mother and Child
Death can’t take it away

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Auntie Emily goes to the zoo =)

Wyatt and I were so lucky that Auntie Emily could come to the zoo with us on Wednesday. We got to feed the giraffes, see red panda's , and see some crazy monkeys. It was a great day and We are thankful Wyatt has such a great Auntie Em.







                                                              - Megan and Wyatt

Good Riddance September 2011

I never thought October 1st would come. I am extremely surprised and proud to say that i actually survived September 2011. This has been the worst month of 2011 thus far. So September I hope I never see another like you.


-Megan